Icarus
I told him not to rob the hive, One said. We all knew they were gonna get angry, we told him, but he didnt listen. Said he needed it, said theyd understand. Obviously didnt know what he was talkin about.
Clearly, Two agreed and broke a nail.
I stood over him as he took the chickens, too, plucked em naked. What are you doing, I says, what are you thinking, youre gonna get yourself killed.
Aint no thing to be doing, pissin off the animals, Two nodded.
Thats what we said. You cant be doing that, you dont wanna be doing that, its gonna bite you in the ass in the
Self Portrait -Microwave- by carpentermiller, literature
Literature
Self Portrait -Microwave-
Self Portrait (Microwave)
As Ashberry did it, I sit with pen in hand,
Staring at Parmigianinos without really seeing
His distorted refractions and reflections. Then he
Comes to shift besides me, almost exactly like he did
When you were with us to crush the waterfall, except
This time his hands would be light. One of us glanced at
The other. One of us will say, Now. We do it now.
Our hands move lazily, but the pen scratches
Where there is no paper. We couldnt see because
The red armchair by the sand is an angry mauve.
I wonder where trees are, and why you are watching us,
But I know there is no paper and h
[Suddenly the MUSE snatches the book and throws it away. She grabs the WOMAN from behind and begins to whisper in her ear. The WOMAN, gasping and clutching at her own heart, begins to speak in a rush, the words coming out of her in spite of herself.]
WOMAN: Sing in me, Muse, and through me tell the story...
Mary Zimmerman, The Odyssey: a play
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I meant only to sing the praises of my own womb, those precious beings who clambered out of it and ran upon the Earth, dusting the bottoms of their feet with dirt and water and pollen to spread mud amongst the flowers and entreat our maids to clean.
I meant only to sing the praises
1. I press my lips to the edge. It is a solemn custom. I whisper a prayer, moving the soft pink flesh of my mouth against the slim, blessed crack in the side. It chafes my lips, and I savor the stinging.
2. I pull my hair around to one side. Though he cannot see it, I know he appreciates the flirtatious gesture of sweeping aside the brown. I run my fingers through the mass of it. I tilt my head so the bloom of my neck is exposed, inviting.
3. I press my ear against the slim, blessed frame of cool black. The slick screen lines imprint creases upon the pillow of my ear, but I press hard against it to better hear the whispers of his love, soft
in my pocket
there, a litany of addresses
on the backs of old receipts, except
the ink has worn off
now
if we look close
hold it up to the light
see the faint blue rivers
gently, now
click your heelsno,
not three times
continuously, click
your heels and whisper i
know the way home, i know
the way home i know the way
home do i know the house?
in my head
echoes: my Home, who welcomes me
hallowed be thy soil
and see, there
under our fingernails
Nopal is tough and sweet and moist and it
runs its juices down my lips and chin and neck
to pool between the collarbones exposed by
my unbuttoned shirt as we sweat it out
on this, our last mountain summit,
and you complain that I've eaten the last of it
and that I never say what I mean, but
when I ask if anyone ever really does,
you spit an olive at me and retort
that I have yet to undergo the ritual,
the shedding of the superstitions,
that I am the pit of a mamey that has
yet to grow flesh, and I try and fail
to suck the juices pooled at my clavicle,
complaining that life is a failed art form
and I am not the fruit of the dese
since i left, i pre-dent your pillows
to keep you next to me
your indentations moved to this new bed
but your warmth was lost in transit
my nails groove my palms
when i squeeze for your hand
i still fall into chairs
as if you pulled me
i walk home in rain
laugh at a vision of you,
dog-drenched
my sheets tangle themselves
to cover you
e
Strip
Starve out the God.
~ Peter Shaffers Amadeus
Ive taken to videos
for the soul purpose of rewinding
the photos flurry backwards
as a return to Before.
Ill never play them again so
things are left undone:
pre-conflict, pre-resolution,
slightly blurred and off center screen.
In this pre-Life stasis, I admire
the split second pre-Conception:
lacerations stitched to skin
music sung to inhalation
paper burned to trees
His sliced eyes, like candied I-da-ho gold,
fritz and fizzle voraciously under
the heat of their iron city
frying pan.
Sarah got stabbed by a lightbulb.
It jacked itself up, sharded her face
and pranced away for a rebound.
Her eyelashes wiped, missed the blood fog
rising
and her low gaze left her nearly blind.
There's nothin' like Irish coffee at midnite
Cracks
"Step on a crack and you'll break your mother's back."
She paused, her foot hanging above the pavement as though the world balanced on her toes.
"What?" she asked.
"If you step on a crack, you'll break your mother's back. Everybody knows it," said the older .
"How?" She turned around, interested.
The older girl's face darkened.
"Magic," she hissed.
Her eyes grew wide. Magic. This was important. This was definitely important. She was only five-years-old! This was very important, and she was only five, and there was magic involved. Bad magic. She had to watch out for magic, for something important. She nodded solemnl
Ants
She walked home one day when the wind was stirring, whipping up currents of dust and debris that encircled her and swallowed her whole, sweeping away any remains of herself. She didn't particularly care for where she was going or where she had been, she only went because that was what she always did, always had done. In truth, it didn't really matter who she was or where she had come from or where she was going because she could have been anyone going anywhere, and the important thing was the fact that she was there. She was there.
She glared at the sidewalk as she passed through the life surrounding her, taking th
I fear the light. The blinding light, tearing at my soul, grasping to rip part of me away, the lightening that will strike me down, the star that will fall, the spotlight that makes me fade away.
I prefer the darkness. The dark hides my faults, lets me blend away and sink into nothingness, the dark lets me disappear.
I love the knife. The knife that kills the light in my skin, and lets the darkness spread slowly, turning light to dark, letting me fade away.
I hate the gift. The simple smile, the sympathetic glance, the gesture given to me that is supposed to relive the misery of my wretched life.
What wretched life? The word life cannot t
The world glimmers like the steel of a cage
as, stumbling, running, I seek an answer
to life, to why, to the nighttime dancer,
to the sky's strong storms, while I try to gage
my future act's fate; - screams of rage
pierce the air as I fall down and falter
while halted, running faster and faster
and hoping to escape the daylight's mage.
O Life, O World, why must you torment me
with demands and choices as paths split ways,
so that there will be but one way to go?
Please don't force this issue, please let me be;
I don't want this pressure, can't leave this haze,
don't need this, can't take it, won't make it – no.
When the sun comes through the window
to shine upon your face,
When the sight of you consumes me,
inflames my beating heart,
I know that you are the one that
can never be replaced
And I mourn that waste for all time, the
useless stillborn start,
And in that moment nothing counts,
for you are all my dark.
walking through the city streets sustained by
mere shadows, the absences of what used
to be, once was, and what could one day come,
the ghosts of rotten minds long since deceased
wander down the beaten paths of lives past,
hunting for the originality
of a life's creation that never was
the ghosts' anguished cries of despair and rage
join the somber, mocking tolls of Death's bell
as screams of lives unlived are buried still,
struggling, gasping, hoping in vain for some
divine intervention, some sign of life,
blend with the angry knells of traffic horns
anxious to move on, to go nowhere,
so existence is bleakness eternal,
endle
smooth sailing riding home
admiring the lights that passed us by
peaceful tranquility harshly killed
by rigid squeals of metal tears
all is wrong, wrong way, wrong screaming
as peals of laughter panic learn
stepping out, mourning the organs strewn about
in liberal amounts of metallic blood
i curse the betrayal and the fate
and sing the praise of life still kept
1.
You are openhanded. Of course you are openhanded.
Yours is a more civilized hand than Gods,
a softer hand, a slower hand.
And your mouth discloses the first great secret of the world.
I cannot hear it. It
is a secret for your mistresses and your four wives,
and for your mistresses and your four wives only.
The child will learn it on his own. You may edify him
this way, you may make a lesson out of it
though I will learn close to nothing.
Perhaps how to make my expressions less vacuous,
my hands softer and more civilized,
my tongue-pallet the purer.
Hand me that Made
what is that smell? it kind of boils my brain when i look at all these people who seem to be sane. they look up from their glasses with sideways cigar ashes and they walk right down the lane. looking for some pineapple, i can help you there. looking for a wife that will braid you your hair, and stare. i have an idea. it goes like this. two coconuts without the numbers. so it's just some coconuts, or maybe even just coconuts, but not with the just. it is injust, coconuts. tonight is the night of our discontent. i burried your cat in quick dry cement. watery, coughingy, stoppingy, laugh. look at the world through your fly colored past. blast. k
in my pocket
there, a litany of addresses
on the backs of old receipts, except
the ink has worn off
now
if we look close
hold it up to the light
see the faint blue rivers
gently, now
click your heelsno,
not three times
continuously, click
your heels and whisper i
know the way home, i know
the way home i know the way
home do i know the house?
in my head
echoes: my Home, who welcomes me
hallowed be thy soil
and see, there
under our fingernails
I know that I pretty much left the dA community... it wasn't planned. Life just swarmed me and it took everything I had to keep my head above water, you know? Well, even if you don't, it was just one of those times where it always felt as though I had no time.
Not that it's really any different, now. I still have no time. But I'm getting better at managing the time that I do have.
My current projects (in terms of my writing) are actually two chapbooks: 1. a chapbook for my punk as an anniversary present, bound and everything; 2. a chapbook linking female figures in mythology (a kind of obsession of mine).
I will try to be back in the dA co
There is no staff meeting, not that you'd care if there were. It popped into the subject heading when I hit the 'w' key, and I thought it was interesting. And strangely appropriate because it's Wednesday. And here I was only going to type 'wow.'
This summer I shall be living theatre. Summerstock will be insane, stressful, sleep-deprived, and pure awesome.
I still write. I always write. It just may or may not appear here, yeah?
Hope all is well. Keep dancing on the clouds and reaching for the stars for me, eh? I'll owe you one if you do.
And still,
Carpenter
Classes
+ Homework
+ Work
+ Theatre
+ Not Sleeping Ever
+ Fairly Constant Headaches
+ Severely Poor Dieting Habits
+ Not Enough Time to Write
+ Little to No Free Time
+ Absolutely No Free Time on a Computer
+ Desperately Trying to Keep Up with Friends and Family
+ Trying NOT to Suck at Life Piteously
+ Working My Ass Off without Losing Weight
+ Becoming, Inconceivably Enough, Weirder than Ever
+ Obnoxious Capital Letters
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My Life
...Oi. I'm awful, I know.
I know I'm forgetting something [or, most likely, many somethings], but that doesn't matter.
The point is,
Your writing is amazing, and incredible, I love it. Mainly when I see things like this, I just skip out and carry on wandering DA, but some of your poems caught my eye and I was hooked, your wiritng just flows, it seems almost lyrical. Amazing amazing amazing!
I'm not going to comment on any individual pieces of work, because after reading several, I know it would take a long time to even decide on which one to comment.
So I'm going to settle with a less intellectual and impressive, but equally honest and adequate statement: your writing is incredible. Really.
Have you heard to a poet called Malcolm Croft? I have pages of his work all over my walls, and some of your pieces rang true to his own style, something truly great indeed.
Hey...I've never posted anything here! I suppose there's a first for all things!! I'm just gonna just shout you a holla and say that you're the Sexiest creature to come out of Italian loins since Michael Corleon {I know I spelled that wrong...but doesn't matter...}!! Love ya!!